Well. Today was a pretty good day.
Yesterday, I had a low grade fever for the 6th time this winter (it seems).
Yes. My grandiose plans to bike every day, even through winter were about as affective as Trumps toupee making him not look like a giant asshole. Literally, the way he puckers his face makes him look like a rectum.
Man... Just making that comparison makes me feel even worse.
but... Butt... TRUMP.
Anyway...
I failed myself all these months. I decided yesterday during my sick time off, NOT to be lame and help myself and get some good exercise.
part of keeping the resolution this time is:
1. eating enough/right to sustain me.
2. Not worrying about my speed and time so much. I have to remember I'm going for endurance first, build stamina, then go for the speed.
Conditions:
slightly drizzly.
worms EVERYWHERE. It rained pretty hard last night, so they were out in droves this morning. I saw some robins perched on a wire just very causally surveying their feast day.
beautiful sunset. Deep grey blues and purples. Just so lovely.
a little chilly, it was. I wore a few layers. Still had the concurrent "can't feel my legs for the chill" and my shirts soaked with sweat.
It's getting light around 6:10 am now, so waking up in time to leave by 7:30 is much easier. Waking up in the dark for me is really difficult.
In other news: I decided to stop taking my anxiety medication at precisely the wrong time, really. I am getting married, moving, and buying a house in the next 80 days. Talk about stress. I'm really looking forward to riding now. also, I get so antsy at work. I like the place i work, but the boredom isn't good for me. I must keep myself engaged, however, so I will power through. Today, although I was tired, I was really looking forward to getting out of the office and riding the 11 miles back.
I'll pull myself out of this anxiety ridden state one way or another. Might as well enjoy some scenery as well.
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